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Exhausted

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I grow up depress
And i am used to think that
This is normal to want to die
For a close moment
I thought that i was getting better
And in a moment
I lost it all again
My good wasnt good enough
Im not normal anyway
And i cant expect my life to be
I wish it will be better in hell for me
Cause now i stuck with this post traumatic stress
I cant sleep again. My head is already to off.
And theres no drug in my veins
All from this fuck up life of mine
And how i am supposed to look for an exit
Theres is nothing inside of me again.
I still know where i have to go
But i don't think that's will be enought to save me
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Phobias from all subtypes that i can see everywhere, even in myself. Not for everything of course, but yeah... 

Athazagoraphobia: The fear of being forgotten and or ignored by someone whom you strongly care about.
Tremophobia- Fear of trembling.
Stygiophobia or Stigiophobia- Fear of hell.
Soteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.
Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.
Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.
Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs.
Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.
Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia)
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Paraphobia- Fear of sexual perversion.
Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors. Smelling bad.
Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.
Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule.
Hominophobia- Fear of men.
Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.
Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
Contreltophobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Chronophobia- Fear of time.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.


..... Anything seems familiar to you ? 
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<3 - mangafox.me/manga/nana_to_kaor…

..My favorite manga of all time💙💙
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Schamad.

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Le vrai péché s'élève à un tel degré que nous ne pouvons absolument pas soupçonner son existence. Il est comme la note la plus basse de l'orgue : si profonde que nul ne l'entend. Arthur Machen.


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My name is Breathless 
I can’t breathe when you are near 
My name is Memoryless 
I have no memories, only fear 
My name is Bondless 
There can’t be a bond between you and me 
My name is Friendless 
I don’t have any friends as you can see 
My name is Sleepless 
I just stay awake and think of you 
My name is Painless 
There’s only emptiness and nothing you can do 
My name is Tearless 
There are no tears left to cry 
My name is Trustless 
Can’t trust anyone just want to die 
My name is Skinless 
There’s no outside to show me 
My name is Nameless 
There’s just nothing I can be 
My name is Warless 
I don’t want to fight 
My name is Endless 
I want to be forever by your side 

But I will destroy everything we’ve built together 
My name is Loveless, 
I can never have true love forever.

(Aislin-Sedai Poem) 


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I am that kind of person 
That inside my mind
Pain never end 
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